I have made a realization today while I'm walking around in pain getting some hot water for tea, that when I bought that street bike back in 2007 I realized that I not only made a choice to pay to the bank that of what I owe (thank God I don't anyone) but I now also see when I signed that contract I made a choice on how to dictate my life. I know that anyone reading this is having a hard time following this but hold on!! this will twist your mind !!...... That day that I signed the contract to take it under myself and with the banks knowledge that I will be paying back the loan, well I also noticed that I was making that same choice with how my life would end up, remember all the people telling me" I should stay away from that bike and don't buy a street bike you'll kill your self", well I did what most people do when they "are there own man,we know whats best for us" attitude and I signed that contract to not pay a financial debt but to pay to pay another debt that I was near close to paying off,thankfully that person (Jesus) was not asking us to pay back what He did for us.
To make this short and sweet, I made a choice and the original plan was to pay the bank its loan back not to pay the price for making a foolish mistake to buying a street bike; because I made this choice I now live a life of pain from the accident I could have avoided had I listened to those around me,also would have been debt free too, but like a fool this is where I ended up. I thank God every day that I did not have to pay off that second debt,the debt of death, He gave me a second chance, and I may not be in tip top shape, but I still got all my body parts and God has a message to say to me from that. He is not going to let his children wonder off, just like the shepherd has to take care of its flock so does Jesus and He got me before I got to far away, and He did it,He used the accident to get me back on track and I now have a physical problems (not to blame on God,that was my choice with the purchase of the street bike) He has given me a spirit that was broken and He made that new. So God does not do things to hurt us to get our attention, that's simply our reasons for the injury. No God will use the injury to turn thing's around for the best. So never blame God for accidents and being disabled, those are our choices God just makes something bad and makes it good.
Even the Apostle Paul had an ailment that he had to live with. He asked the Lord to deliver him, but the answer was "My grace is sufficient for you." That is something a lot of us are learning, but it doesn't mean we can't keep asking, because that same grace does heal us when we are not worthy. That's what makes God so amazing. We ask, and ultimately, He will do what is the best.
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