little do i know,much have i learned

I am posting for the fist time,I may be new to "blogging",but I will post the thing's I have Leaned and things that I thought I knew but have learned so much of what I have missed,and things that I have been needing to know and that knowledge has been set before me today in prayer. The Holly Spirit is real and he does speak to us in many was that even I am trying to understand,but today after being prayed for I have learned that I have missed the mark all along that I can be half way in with the Lord,and I am trying to comprehend this as we all try to comprehend God. The simple truth is we live day to day with the knowledge that the day is in our hands and we have control of what we do in our life's,this is simply not true to the believer in Christ. I have been a believer I Christ but I am taking the rout that most Christians do,be part of a religion rather being part of the system that binds us to the true nature of God and how to really really live for him.
  Today in church (Sanctuary Church) Pastor Rod was speaking of this today in his message of what I was talking about in the first paragraph, Pastor Rod states: "we are like fish that see the bait on the hook,but we don't see the hook",in other words there are people out there that teach the "Word" but are also false whiteness,once they got you hooked you have a hard time finding out what Living for God is rather then putting up a Show you Know God. I pray that I have not been on the religion path,but writing this from my hart I must be,Holly Spirit is convicted me and now I must repent and do what the Lord wants me to do and do it,whatever that may be,for all I know I'm doing it right now: My uncle and Aunt prayed for me and had his testimony about Blogging and how it has transformend the there life's, he told me long before My aunt had cancer (praise God its gone!!) the holly spirit told him to start a blog and this was months before she was diagnosed and all the time while blogging he was asking for prayer for his wife (my aunt) and when she was diagnosed she go dozens of emails from people they diden't even know,and by him obeying the Holly Spirit my aunt has a clean bill or health....PRAISE JESUS!!. Buy listing to his advise I know have started a blog site.
 In ending this long first time blog from me,I also ask for healing not only on my soul and to be renewed in the Spirit but also healing to my body...... I will share my testimony as i continue to blog in future post.